the words she knows

and it's bad news. baby, you're bad news.i don't care i like you.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 20:18:00 GMT

i haven't updated since june and now summer is almost overrrrr :( booooo! it went waaay too fast. i'm not looking forward to my 8 am saturday class and buying my books. actually, i'm dreading it. i've been calling this the summer of suck because it started off quite sucky indeed but it's been pretty good. now getting on a normal sleep schedule for school might be the problem.

my family went away to florida. all of them, including poppy. me and the dogs were here manning the fort. what happened while they were gone? white trash trailer bash and it was a good party. despite a gootch. yes, a gootch.

lately, not much else is new. it's been a hard days night and i've been working like a dog. i work 5-6 days a week now until school starts or the pharmacy hires someone else. i like the pay checks though. not gonna complain there. the problem? half of it goes to car insurance and i somehow manage to spend most of it on food. i'm fat like that.

last night i didn't do much of anything. i slept for 13 hours. i basically came home from work, went to take a nap at 7:30 and wound up waking up at 8:30 and rushing to get ready for work. the reason? the night before was brian's show which was good. i like his band a lot. me and lysa hung out with doug and brian but not the creepy wet kid who kept sitting next to us. no, no, him, we didn't hang out with. oh yeah, and i actually wasn't the one who made friends with the toilet for most of the night like i was at victoria's. that's a plus. then me and lysa went to the south bay diner and had omelettes, my first omlette ever. i don't know how i've never had an omlette before. go figure. then i somehow managed to function working 8 hours on 2 hours of sleep. go figure.

oh yeah, and sometimes i come home to find my sister, tina bermudez, nick lorde, jesse asch, and ariel dugan wearing cone hats because they are having a cupcake party. my sister is starting to worry me. she's getting out of control with her cupcake parties. before you know it, there will be tea parties and the next thing you know she'll wind up in rehab because she partied too much. i heard this is how it started with lindsey.

oh yeah, and i'm excited because i think i atually get the go to the beach this week and i haven't been since june. yayayay! and i get to see my kimmy today! yayayay!

besides that, nothing else has been new besides lots of mario party, lots of chillin in my pool, adventures at the chague diner, disney movies/ legends of the hidden temple at jackies, and oh yeah poison ivy? or should i say bug bites that spread up my legs (ha).

until the next time on the adventures of meghan....peace!

Fri, 25 May 2007 03:09:39 GMT

And I'm still here waiting there to catch you if you fall,
I dont know why I care so much when I shouldn't care at all...

don't be so amazing or i'll miss you too much.

Wed, 16 May 2007 06:27:08 GMT

drinking and watching disney movies all night with melissa, erica, amanda, and victoria makes life a little better so does sleeping over christina's and chillin in her amazing hot tub. <3

i HATE being alone in my house. i want to be hanging out with someone every second of every day.

Wed, 02 May 2007 00:10:55 GMT

1. How old will you be in 10 months?
19

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
god no.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
summerrrr.

4. Who was the last person you called?
matt.

5. Who is the last person who called you?
mommy.

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
call. this could also be because i can receive texts but not respond.

7. Do you have any pets?
yes, 2 dogs.

8. What were you doing at 12 am last night?
cleaning my room. i was in one of those moods.

9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married.

10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
like 5 minutes ago.

12. How many states have you lived in?
just one.

13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
two.

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
depends...

15. Are you a social person?
i can be but i can also be shy, at times.

16. What was the last thing you ate?
a slice of pizza.

17. What is your favorite ice cream?
chocolate chip cookie dough mmmm

18. What is your favorite dessert?
cheese cake.

20. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
strawberry.

21. Do you like coffee?
mmhmm.

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
0-4.

23. What do you drink in the morning?
usually tea.

24. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
matt...although sometimes i get in those moods where i just want to be by myself and take up the whole bed. yes, the whole twin sized bed.

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
in the middle, i guess. well, that's what usually happens when you have a twin sized bed unless you're like half a person.

26. Do you know how to play poker?
no. i was taught once, but i forgot.

27. Do you like to cuddle?
oui.

28. Have you ever been to Canada?
nope. don't really have any urge to go.

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
home.

30. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
yes, i doooo.

32. Do you speak any other languages?
not fluently.

33. Have you ever gotten stitches?
no, i have not.

34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
nope.

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
pool to swim but i loooveee the ocean.

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window, duh.

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
the stick shift challenge.

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
clothes and accessories, like any other teenage girl. i also like to buy presents for people. sometimes that actually excites me more than buying things for myself.

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
yes, i wear a necklace everyday and i always have on the charm bracelt matt got me just because i love it and it goes with everything.

40. What is your favorite TV show?
FRIENDS :) and the simple life. this is common knowledge to anyone who knows me.

41. Can you roll your tongue?
into a taco.

42. Who is the funniest person you know?
i don't know. i know a lot of funny people.

43. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
my blankey. i really should give that up and try and grow up but i'm not in any rush to.

44. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
browneyed girl by van morrison.

45. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
yessss.

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
yes indeedy.

48. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
closed, usually.

49. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of killer bees?
neither would be the best of times.

50. Do you flirt a lot?
not really?

51. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
sweet and sour sauce.

53. Can you change the oil on a car?
to be honest, i never have. i was actually telling my dad today that he needs to show me.

54. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no. even better. i cut off a cop when i was late to class....and the winner is....

'cause i swear i'd burn the city down to show you the light.

Tue, 01 May 2007 23:21:03 GMT

the weather lately has been awesomeee. i love the spring like you have no idea. less than 2 weeks of classes and less than a week until my girlys are home!! ahh i can't wait for this summerrr! did i mention my family is away FOR 2 WEEKS? lol

anywaaay, not much is new. i still hate sjc registration. i registered yesterday and after much frustration, yelling, and threatening my computer, i got into all 6 of my classes and breathed a sigh of relief. THANK GOD. i hate that wait listed shit. i'm seriously contemplating transferring to dowling for the spring '07 term. the campus there is beautiful and, from everything i hear from jackie and christina, it is just as good a school as st. joe's. i mean, i like my school, but sometimes, i feel like for the amount of money it costs to go there it is a joke. meg feels the same way. she'll be attending dowling this fall. who knows...what i do know is that, if i do transfer to dowling, i'm joining the equestrian team. i miss riding soo much :(....right now i'm just deciding which school is better for my major. i guess we'll see how things go after this semester. right now i'm just focused on having fun this summer. this semester has been soo stressful. i just NEED to relax.

grace's hours that she's allowed to distribute in the pharmacy have been cut from 110 to 98 so there went some of my hours. it's because we don't make enough prescriptions a day but that's okay because i'm sure when we take over eckerd this month we'll make out just fine. also, madeline may be going on disability so there are more hours. i just lost my tuesdays so that's my day off now. i now have 21 hours which i can deal with. i won't complain because there's christina, who now has 6 hours because she is the newest one there. it'll get better though.

the past couple of days have been kind of rough and my moods have been up and down...ehh...it was a good weekend though. i worked like crazy and, when i wasn't working, we were having intense uno matches at ragu's. it was crazy. christina almost lost an eye. today was an okay day. i slept for about 10 hours which felt amazing. i haven't been able to do that in a long time. i got 4 hours of sleep the night before so, after that, i felt nice and refreshed. christina came over a little later on and we just hung around...watched the emporers new groove and a couple of those lame shows on mtv that we secretly love and took a trip to wal-mart. exciting, i know. don't be too jealous. i'm seeing matt in a little while. i see him for like 2 or 3 hours a week. it kind of sucks....a lot. well, that's because his hours at work basically suck. although i have been seeing him more lately. anyway, like i said before, summer needs to come so i can see people more and so we can have the 7 sleepover.

that's all i'm going to say. i'm done writting my novel now. basically, to sum it all up, life is good and i am one happy girl :) oh yeah, and CONGRATS HEATH! YOU GO GIRL! <33333333333333

long time, no update.

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 22:53:34 GMT

myspace is seriously boring me. i log on and there's nothing new and i have no new comments to leave anyone. i also haven't received a friend request from some dumb bimbo named delilah or candy in days so i've been bored back to livejournal. it seems i'm not the only one. i'll update until this bores me again then i'll probably stop and start writting in it again months later.

i've had this journal for three years. that's pretty crazy. the last time i updated was august. ha. i'm not even going to bother writting everything that has changed since then. i'll just say that i'm still lovin' matt and i have a puppy named bam. oh yeah, and sjc registration sucks and actually makes me scream. i register last so i'll probably get none of the classes i need and it takes forever and a day to register. i am now officially a child study major and i'm taking eighteen credits next semester. ew. wish me luck with that. between school and working, i'm going to have no life so i plan on making the best of the summer.

i've been working at rite aid pharmacy now for about three months and i really like it, especially when people call customer service to compliment me. that was a plus. also, in may, i'm supposed to be going camping with my entire family and matt. i booked a site for matt, christina, ragu, and i but christina and i can't be off at the same time even though the pharmacy cut her down to 6 hours...go figure...and, since christina isn't going, ragu isn't either. that's my current problem. i booked a site for four and there are only two...so, if anyone wants to go camping, just let me know. another thing, my family is going away for two weeks in july and the thought of being completely alone in my house at night scares me so i think there should be a lot of sleepovers.

that's all i have to say. i'm going to hang out with meg now.

laterrrrrr!

you kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work.

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 07:01:37 GMT

i haven't updated this thing in mad long so i figured i'd start writing in this again. sadly summer's almost over :/...it's been a good one though. puerto rico with lysa :), hanging out with my friends, partys, and being with matt because he's the best boyfriend in the woooooorld <333. erica, melissa, and jackie leave in about two weeks for school and i don't know what i'm going to do without them. i almost cried the other day. i'm definately coming up to visit them. tommorrow we're all sleeping over christina's dad's house. i'm going to miss those sleepovers when he moves to the bahamas...i need to see a lot more of my friends in these next 2 weeks before they leave for school. there needs to be some major chillage going on...aaand i get my car on wednesday. it's a 97 mitsubishi galant. i'm sooo excited :) i don't have to drive the mom mobile anymore....aaaaaaaand that's about it...peace.

i'm gonna stay 18 forever so we can stay like this forever.

Wed, 31 May 2006 16:03:25 GMT

there's one more week left of school then it's see ya high school! i have mixed emotions. i'm really excited and really upset at the same time. summer's gonna be awesome though. bahamas babyyyy!!! i plan on being black although i don't think this is possible since i'm like all irish but i'm going to attempt it anyway.

anyway, prom/ prom weekend was amazing. i love my life and my friends. you think yours can compare but they really don't even come close. we were all sexy bitches at prom and we danced all night. then we went to dangerfields and laughed our asses off. we had our own little lindy section. we all slept at lysa's and me, cate, christina, and erica spent the weekend in new jersey at six flags. great times with great girlys <3333 i love those silly bitches. then we went to a party when we got back and maybe i had too much to drink and called my sister to sing nelly furtado and maybe i almost fell asleep in erica's bathroom. meghan doesn't hold her alcohol well.

i passed my road test yesterday!!! first time baby!!! i definately thought i was going to fail. we also had our senior breakfast yesterday which basically was us getting our yearbooks and bolting. heather harrington- most likely to fall asleep in class (loves it!). i love our senior song, "so long astoria" by the ataris. it makes me smile. i also hung out with christina yesterday (what else is new?) and some boyyyys. we're game crazy groupies. today is senior cut day and me and erica were gonna go to the beach but the weathers a bitch so i'm here updating my journal instead. oh well what are ya gonna do?

i'm gonna update my journal with pictures from prom/prom weekend soon and it's gonna be hotttt.

all i want is someone i can't resist.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 01:59:09 GMT

friday i hung out with katie, heather, erica, frankie, and his friends. mad good times. me and heather are the awful at taboo and people can't draw dogs.

saturday i saw ice age 2 with christina, jesse, black nick, and joe. it was sooo funny and jesse knows he loved it despite what he says lol.

now its monday again. this weekend starts spring break and me, heather, cate, and sammy working like craaaazy!

and thats all i have to say. peace.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 03:12:33 GMT

should i get my hair cut like this? i need opinions.

laughing with your pretty mouth, laughing with your broken eyes,

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:26:04 GMT

i wish my life was a musical...

anyway, not much is new in the life of me. i'm with christina and jesse 24/7 and i love it. i'm confused about the college thing. i don't know if i want to stay here or go away. talk about being stressed out. proms coming up and i need to find a dress.

i got a call from natasha the other day and that made me really happy. i haven't talked to her in forever. yesterday i went to my cousin's baby shower and it was pretty fun for a baby shower. she gave her baby such a harry potter name, harry finnigan. seriously, i'm going to get this kid into harry potter when he gets older 'cause he sounds like he should be in the book. i also saw my little cousin robbie for the first time. sooo cute!...aaaaand i also realized i'm weird 'cause i have my kid's names picked out already.

i was on the phone with kristy before and she made me realize something. ugh over a year of my life wasted. i'm sick of this. i really really am.

Two Names You Go By:
1. meghan
2. meg

Two Parts of Your Heritage:
1. almost all irish
2. german

Two Things That You Can't Stand:
1. when people i've never seen before in my life give me dirty looks
2. when people make noises when they eat. ahhh i hate that!

Two of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. listening to music
2. tredmill

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. a pink shirt
2. jeans

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:
1. imogen heap
2. lovedrug

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You:
1. eyes
2. cute ears...because i'm weird

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. writing
2. horseback riding

Two Things You Want Really Badly:
1. to get my hair done
2. a job so i can get $$$ again

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. paris
2. ireland

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. i'm tired
2. if i should change my hair or leave it like this when i go to get it done

Two People You Haven't Talked to in a While:
1. paula, i talked to her today after a billion years
2. natasha, but i got to talk to her the other day

Two Favorite Websites:
1. livejournal
2. myspace

Two Favorite Sports:
1. horseback riding
2. yoga...i don't think its a sport but whatevvva

Two Things You Did Last Night:
1. drove around with cool kids
2. picked out an outfit to wear to school

Two Shows You Like to Watch:
1. FRIENDS!!!!!
2. desperate housewives

Two Places You Like to Go to:
1. playgrounds
2. the beach

Two Favorite people
1. bill nye the science guy
2. bob saget

Two Favorite Subjects In School:
1. english
2. creative writing

Two People Who Live in Your House:
1. my mom
2. my sister

Two People You Last Talked to:
1. kristy
2. my mom

Two Things You're Doing Tomorrow:
1. going to school
2. going out? or getting my nails done? who knows...

COLORS!
-your hair? auburn
-your eyes? hazel/brown
-your skin? fair
-your blanket? blue and white
-your razor? purple and white
-your carpet/floor? like a reddish violet color
-your toothpaste? blue
-your high school mascot? white and green
-your journal's background? pink
-the sky, right now? gray
-your mother's hair? brown
-your car/truck? red
-your toothbrush? red and white
-your shampoo? a reddish orange color
-your current underwear? pink and blue
-your pen or pencil of choice? blue
-your room? reddish violet, tan, brown
-your computer? gray
-your bathroom sink? white
-your pants? blue
-your current makeup? white and black
-your mouthwash? ...
-your computer desk? brown
-your IM font? pink
-your current text? white
-the closest book's cover? black
-your fingernails? clear
-your house/apartment/where you live? tan and maroon
-your favorite? pink & blue
-your current drink or food? none
-something on your desk? purple
-the ceiling? white
-your coat/jacket? black
-the ground outside? green, brown, black
-your favorite planet? blue and greeeen
-your mom's favorite? purple i think

forget regret or life is yours to miss.

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 21:51:19 GMT

i used to write in here all the time. i don't know what happened. anyway, february break ended. yesterday was the first day back. oh joy. the break was pretty good although it went by really fast. kristy stayed at my house for a couple of days. i went to see final destination 3 with cate, pat, and heather. it was crazy, let me tell you. i'm never going on a rollercoaster again. saturday was a family party thing for cate at our house. then after that i went out with christina, jesse, and cate and it was mad crazy fun!

yesterday rachels challenge came to our school and then i went to see it again that night with the fam and sam and kim. i'm going to be upset for a long time. i cried a lot but it was an amazing presentation even if insensitive people at school make fun of it. seriously, i thought by high school people would be more mature. i guess not.

planning prom this friday! i still need to find a dress!....and a date! i wish there was a store where you could buy a prom date. it would be like "oh look at him! hes expensive but hes worth it. jeez i can see why he's on the sales rack."......okay, why am i a freak?

oh yeah, and now i have lunch with cate, joe, christina, sammy, and erica. it's the highlight of my day :)

i saw your face in a crowded place, and i don't know what to do, 'cause i'll never be with you.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 21:16:40 GMT

soo i haven't updated in a trillion bajillion years so i figured i would. nothing much has been going on...just the same old, same old. i've hung out with kristy and gone to see rent with her (it just gets better every time i see it!!), erica's bday, melissa'sbday, and midterms. hell yeah my girls are legal now!

my dad talked to the drivers ed teacher and it looks like he's going to let me take it again in the spring because of everything that happened. i would like my license like right now...but oh well...anywaaaaaay, valentines day is coming up, my least favorite holiday of the year but s'all good. in march, i'm going into the city with my mommy, sister, kristy, and other people to see wicked. i'm so excited!! :):):) aaaaand at the end of february we're having a big bash over here for cate's 16th birthday (which she's boycotting because she doesn't want to get older).

i haven't been in school for the past two days. i have my reasons and it looks like i might not be there tomorrow 'cause i have a doctors appointment like right in the middle of my school day. i don't go to school anymore. i'm a bum.

umm yeah so leave me comments k thanks :)

my disease always tricks me. i believe you can fix me.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 18:36:15 GMT

the past few days have ben filled with sam, kim, and cate. sam and kim slept over for like 2 days and we played twister (sam and i dominate) and disney scene it! we also watched disney movies. we saw memoirs of a geisha the other day. it was really good. kim and i went to the day spa yesterday and i got a swedish massage and she got a mini facial.....ahhh heaven. we're def going back no if's and's or but's about it. after the day spa i went to go see king kong with my brothers, my daddy, my uncle, and my cousin. it was a sick movie. i spent a lot of it cluthcing my brother's arm. oh yeah, and adrien brody doesn't know it yet but one day we're going to be lovaaaas ;). today i'm babysitting my little cousin's with cate and then having a girl's night with my mommy and cate. we're going to see memoirs of a geisha even though i've already seen it.

and i think i'm going to go to mount saint mary because i love that school. i just have to keep doing what i'm supposed to do so that my doctors trust me enough to let me go away. lately i've been slipping alittle bit and i might've lost some weight but i'm getting better. things are getting easier and i love my friends and playing scene it and erica and melissa are going to be 18 soon and i'm so excited and we really gotta do it up and i can't wait until prom and this summer and weeeeee! i'm just in a good mood. and, yeah, thats about all i have to say as of now. leave me comments <333

yay spending the weekend with ms. robinson as of tommorrow and visiting natasha, jordan, and zoe!! i can't wait!!!

i just want you to feel beautiful for once in your life.

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 01:46:59 GMT

merry christmas everyone! my christmas was awesome. i got just about everything i asked for. santa was good to me this year. i got a new digital camera, a memory foam pad for my bed (ahhhh heaven!), mad dvds, mad clothes, a variety of bags, the game, scene it, nintendo 64 'cause i'm still 5 at heart, a gift certificate to get a massage, and some more stuff. cate and i made my mommy cry. we gave her a picture of banny from when she was young at the beach in a frame we bought. today i called cornell and talked to natasha, jordan, and zoe. i wished them a merry christmas. i'm going to go up and visit them and bring gifts for them whenever i go visit kristy since she lives in white plains near cornell.

anyway, yesterday was christmas eve and we went to my aunt tina and uncle mike's house. it was fun. we only stayed a little while. we got home and me and cate watched pocahontas, i decorated the tree with mommy, and then me and cate watched never been kissed and had a sleepover in her room. i can't believe the holidays are over. they came and went by so fast but erica's 18th birthday is coming up. we defff gotta do it up!

[10 Things About Yourself]
1] i'm meghan
2] i was born on halloween
3] i love my friends
4] my favorite colors are blue, green, and pink
5] i'm insecure and i wish i had more confidence
6] starbucks= <3333333
7] i'm a movie junkie
8] my sister is my best friend
9] i want to be an elementary school teacher
10]i love horseback riding and acting

[9 Of Your Friends And One Thing About Them]
1] sam- i know i can tell her anything and she'll listen and won't judge me
2] kim- she's like my other little sister. i love her to death.
3] melissa- she has such a good heart and is a good friend.
4] christina- makes the best animal noises. so fun to hang out with.
5] heather- don't let her size fool you. she can definately kick your ass.
6] katie- some of the best sleepovers are at her house.
7] jackie- the mother goose of the group. i love this girl.
8] erica- the biggest bloop you'll ever meet but i love her despite that
9] kristy- i got so close with her in such a short time. she always listens to me and makes me feel better.

[8 Things You Would Like Right Now]
1] a trampoline
2] sam and kim at my house right now!
3] my neck to stop hurting
4] a massage
5] another diet coke
6] a hug
7] a car
8] to be warm

[7 Things You Can Remember From Your Childhood]
1] having the olympics with sam and kim in our backyards.
2] playing boogeyman in our basement.
3] easy bake oven, creepy crawlers, and my doll oven
4] playing at the park down the block
5] singing to the spice girls with sam and kim
6] playing barbie dolls in banny and poppy's hallway with my sister and cousins
7] telling scary stories on sam and kim's bed

[6 Of Your Favourite Bands Right Now]
1] lovedrug
2] imogen heap
3] bright eyes
4] the beatles
5] straylight run
6] the postal service

[5 Things You Want To Achieve//Do Before You Die]
1] get married
2] have children. 3 please.
3] go to ireland.
4] live in an apartment with just me and my sister.
5] be happy with my body.

[4 Things//People That Make You Happy]
1] my family
2] my friends
3] that 70's show
4] going to parties

[3 Things You Wish Were Different About The World]
1] no such thing as rape
2] ditto with murder
3] some people wouldn't be so heartless

[2 People You Miss Right Now]
1] banny
2] my friends

[1 Thing You Regret]
1] stupid mistakes

there are only a few things that belong to me..who i am, who i was, and who i want to be.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 02:26:50 GMT

its been forver since i've updated so i figured i'd update. not much is new. i'll be done with intensive outpatient in a while so that's good. natasha called me today and she said they're sending her to cornell. i hope she feels better. i'm going to call her again tomorrow. i'm excited for christmas break because we're all going to exchange gifts and see the lights at jones beach and me, kristy, and jenny are hopefully going to have a 7 south reunion sleepover. good times. i love my girls <3.

tonight was the chorus concert and i went to see my sammy and my kimmy. they were awesome! i also saw vanessa dance and she was amazing. ummmm...yeaaaah there's not realy much else going on. last weekend was festivis and i had a great time. i love my family more than anything. aaaand thats about it. oh yeah, andi got accepted to mount saint mary and saint josephs!! i think i'm going to go go mount saint mary though. i hope me and melissa can be roomies ;).

but you can make decisions too and you can have this heart to break.

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:44:27 GMT

boredom. decided to make a quick update.

it rained all last week. thank god it finally stopped. i was getting ready to build an arc and start collecting animals. this weekend i didn't hang out with anyone 'cause i went and visited some colleges. on saturday, i saw mcla which was alright but its mad far. like four/five hours and if i went away i would want to stay like two or three hours away and plus i'm not sure if i'm allowed to stay away yet because of certain things that are going on with me. that would be a bummer but i won't worry about it yet. i also visited mount saint mary on sunday and i fell in love with it. i think if they don't accept me i might cry alittle bit. yeah, so thats basically it. tomorrow me and heather get to miss 2nd to 6th period 'cause we have a college fair. hell yeah i'm down with that!

yeah, so thats basically all thats going on in my life right now along with a bunch of other crap thats not so happy so hey how about i don't write about it and maybe that'll make it seem likes its not there. okay sounds good to me. on saturday i think i'm going to the open house at quinnipiac. anyone wanna come?

ps- should i be a french maid for the upcoming halloween partys i'm attending or whaaaat?

what you gonna do with all that junk, all that junk inside your trunk?

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 03:41:22 GMT

3 day weekends are the shit. life is goooood. friday kind of sucked 'cause all i did was study for the sat but whatevvv. on saturday i woke up at 5:30 in the morning for the sat. waking up that early on a saturday morning should be against the law. there is just something so wrong about it. anyway, i went with erica, melissa, jackie, and heather and boy are we glad that that was the last time we ever have to take that godforsaken test. saturday night me, eri, and cate chilled 'cause everyone else had something else going down. we went to starbucks <33333 and had a movie night 'cause we're cute like that. we watched the amityville horror and legally blonde. today was nice. me, mommy, cate, joe, and pat went out to my cousin's in wading river and hung out with aunt tracey and brendan. we went through a haunted house and pat was stiff as a board the whole time and i screamed a lot and people swatted me away when i tried to cling to them. i want a boyfriend who will hold my hand in a haunted house when i'm scared and not swat me away like everyone else! but anywaaaay, after the haunted house, we went back to aunt tracey's and just hung out there for the night. me, cate, mommy, and aunt tracey chatted over tea and such. i love my family. we're tight like white on rice.

IMMA GET GET GET GET YOU DRUNK, GET YOU LOVE DRUNK OFF MY HUMPS!
this is my jam! ya heaaaaaaaard?!

when people run in circles, its a very, very mad world.

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 04:48:55 GMT

sometimes i just don't get people.

but, anyway, i live at the movie theater lately. they should just build me a room. i was there on friday with craig to see into the blue, saturday with eri, heath, and jackie to see just like heaven (so cuute!!), took a break on sunday and went pumpkin/apple picking with the fam, and was back last night with my family and my aunt, uncle, and cousin for an outing to see the corpse bride. i don't know if that means i'm a movie junkie or there's just nothing else to do...maybe alittle bit of both?

we had off from school today so i was happy about that. caught up on my beauty sleep. we have off tommorrow also. thank you jewish holidays! i didn't really do anything today. i actually got a chance to read my book, watched some tv, and just chilled. it was nice. i'm too stressed out lately. i needed a day to just relax. caitlin and i went to sam and kim's before and watched some horror movie from the 70's, black christmas, and then we walked home. there is absolutely no light on my block at all at night. i don't know whats up with that but it is definately not cool and kind of creepy.

oh yeah, by the way, someone buy me a trampoline for my birthday and i'll be your best friend! ;)

all the best dj's are saving their slowest song for last.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 23:35:19 GMT

i live for fridays and that 70s show block partys.

me and heather's birthdays are in a month! :) :)
aaaaand pumpkin picking this weekend!! :) :) :)
i love the fall.

Chapter 1: The Basics

Initials: mad
Middle name: alice
Nickname(s): meg, megalegalin, megaham (back in the day. people don't really call me that anymore.)
Sex: girl
Date of birth: october 31, 1988
Star sign: scorpio
Place of birth: good sam
Current location: the hurst
Height: 5'3"
Weight: like 102
Hair length: pretty long
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown/hazel
Skin tone: fair in the winter and i get alittle bit of a tan in the summer
Piercings: 4
Tattoos: 0
Scars and birthmarks: i have some scars but no birthmarks

Chapter 2: The Background

Mother's name: kathy
Mother's occupation: bethpage federal credit union
Mother's hometown: queens
Father's name: joe
Father's occupation: doorman in the city
Father's hometown: umm..i actually don't know...
Do you live with your parents? yes
Do you get along with your parents? most of the time
Are you parents married/separated/divorced? married
Do you have any siblings? yeah
What pets do you have? a dog, taffy
Did you grow up in a different place then where you are now? no
Where did you spend your summers as a child? home mostly. i'de go on vacation with my family for a week or two.
What was the name of your elementary school? william rall
Worst memory? when joe had a tumor in his leg and had to go through an operation or when my mom got rid of our old dog, rosie.
What was the name of your junior high? lindy middle school
Who were your best friends? in middle school..sam, kim, paula, and people who i no longer am friends with.
Who was your favorite teacher? mrs. innamorato or mr. k 'cause he was just crazy and thought he was an alien
What was your best memory? probably that night me, sam, and kim took all those crazy pictures of us being weird that are now in that best friend book cate made or when me, katie, jackie, christina, and kristen worked on our video for the decades project in 8th grade.
Worst memory? losing banny
What was the name of your high school? lindy high
Who were your best friends? sam, kim, melissa, erica, jackie, heather, christina, katie
Who was your favorite teacher? mrs. o'hare or mr. weeks
What was your best memory? meeting melissa! and all the good times i've had with my girls :)
Worst memory? BOYS! and stuff i went through in 9th/10th grade.
Out of elementary, junior high, or high school, which did you like best? they've all had their good times though i must say i liked high school and elementary school better than junior high.
Did you ever go to the same school as your siblings? yeah
Did you ever go to the same school as your parents? no
What is your family's cultural heritage? irish and a smidge german

Chapter 3: The Favorites
city: new york city
vacation spot: that crazy huge house in nc!
sport: horseback riding
food: cap'n crunch and mashed potatoes...not together
drink: coffee or iced tea
alcoholic drink: i don't know. whatevvv.
place to eat: i don't know.
ice cream flavor: umm i don't know.
season: summer, fall
holiday: christmas and halloween
clothing brand: american eagle
make up brand: covergirl
shampoo/conditioner: pantene pro-v
supermodel: gisele bundchen
actor: hayden christensen, topher grace, johnny depp, rupert grint, leonardo dicaprio
actress: dakota fanning, rachel mcadams, shirley temple, christina ricci
athlete: i don't know.
athletic team: don't have one.
old nickelodeon show: clarissa explains it all!
number: 4
color: blue, green, pink
magazine: vogue
cheesy pick up line: "hey baby whats your sign?" i know thats jackie's fav.
language: english
country: usa
flower: tulips
girls name: marion
boys name: i don't know. i like the name brandon though.

Chatper 4: This or That

lefty/righty: righty
rock/country: rock
diamonds/pearls: pearls
blondes/brunettes: brunettes
new york/montana: ny
usa/canada: usa
gold/silver: silver
hummer limo/stretch: hummer limo
gatorade/powerade: gatorade
diet coke/regular: diet
chicken fingers/chicken nuggets: chicken nuggets
mcdonalds/burger king: mcdonalds
subway/taco bell: subway
gravol/pepto bismol: pepto bismol
plane/train: either. i don't care.
skiing/snowboarding: i've never done either.
ciff diving/shark diving: NEITHER. especially not shark diving!
marissa/summer: summer
Bush/Kerry: bush
Britney/Christina: christina
Lindsay Lohan/Hilary Duff: ehh i don't know.
The OC/Laguna Beach: the oc
Flintstones/Jetsons: flinstones
Full House/Fresh Prince of Bel-Air: fresh prince
Growing Pains/Boy Meets World: thats a tough one. i don't know.
Brady Bunch/Partridge Family: brady bunch
peanut butter/jelly: peanut butter
creamy/crunchy: creamy
red rover/capture the flag: capture the flag
mother may i/simon says: simon says
lake/pool: pool
snow day/spring day: spring
chihuahua/bernese mountain dog: bernese
London/Paris: paris
shower/bath: shower
love/money: love
Nike/Adidas: nike
peanuts/crackerjacks: cracker jacks
fruity pebbles/cocoa puffs: fruity pebbles
Target/WalMart: target
AIM/MSN: aim
Blahnik/Birkenstock: uhhh
Chanel/Louis Vuitton: louis vuitton
Janice Dickinson/Twiggy: idk
city mouse/country mouse: yeah idk...
winter olympics/summer olympics: winter olympics
NCAA/pros: dunno
apples/bananas: apples
color/colour: color

Chapter 5: Do You ...

Sing in the shower? no
Write memos on your hand? sometimes
Call people back? yes
Have your driver's license? no
Believe in love? yes
Knock on wood? yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? no
Speak another language? no
Have citizenship to more than one country? no
Think you're attractive? ehh
Wear glasses or contacts? neither
Have any weird hobbies? not that i can think of

Chapter 6: Have You Ever ...

Gone skinny dipping? no
Worn braces? yes
Smoked a cigarette? yes
Smoked a cigar? no
Smoked anything else? yes
Broken a bone? no
Had stitches? no
Kissed a member of the same sex? no
Shoplifted? yes
Punched someone in the face? no
Skipped school? i've skipped class but not school.
Flown first class? no
Traveled to another continent? no.
Taken painkillers? yes
Taken sleeping pills? no
Ridden in a limousine? yes
Gone SCUBA diving? no, but i have gone snorkeling.
Been stung by a jellyfish? yes! it hurts like a bitch!
Been stung by a bee? no
Thrown up in a restaurant? no
Made a snow angel? yes
Been to overnight camp? no
Written a letter to Santa Claus? yes, asking him if i could have rudolph.
Sworn in front of your parents? yes
Had detention? yes
Been sent to the principal's office? yes
Screamed "penis" at the top of your lungs? yeah, when i played the penis game with heather once. we're mature.
Made a prank phone call? yes
Been to the opposite end of the country? no.
Been called a bitch? yes
Been called a whore? yes
Been called prude? yes
Met someone famous? nope
Slept naked? no
Gone streaking? no
Played ding dong ditch? no
Climbed a tree? yes
Been kissed under the mistletoe? no
Had a threesome? no

Chapter 7: Pick Your Perfect ...

pizza: eww
bagel: cinnamon raisin.
smore: there are different kinds of smores?
sandwich: i don't know.
sundae: i don't really care...
date: cute, happy, smiles, kisses.
outfit: an outfit where people will look at me and be like "damn that girls slammin!"

Chapter 8: Random
If you could take back one thing, what would it be? noting because i learned from my mistakes.
Would you rather win an Oscar or the Nobel Prize? an oscar lol
What time do you get up in the morning? around 6 on school mornings, around 9-10:30 on weekends.
What time do you go to sleep? school nights around 10 and weeknights around midnight 1:00
If you could bring 5 items with you to a deserted island, what would they be? my blankey, my ipod, my toothbrush, my bag, clothes
Do you prefer blonde hair or brown hair? brown
What's one thing you've always wanted to do, but haven't done? road trip with the girls!
If you were on death row, what would your final request be for your last meal? wow thats morbid.
If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? paris
Make three wishes: no.
If you could be anything/one you want, who/what would you be? myself.
If you were a superhero, what would your power be? becoming invisible.
If the world floods and you can only save 1 species, it would be: people
What are the last 4 digits of your phone number? not putting that here.

and i thought i'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 04:12:38 GMT

haven't updated in mad long.

on monday i started drivers ed. its alright. i'm determined to pass my road test first time. we also took the group senior picture on wednesday. i stood with heath, christina, erica, katie, and lysa. the sun was blinding us so i'm sure everyone will be squinting in the picture. i also started lipac on wednesday and thats always awesome 'cause kims in my class! aaaaaaand i got my senior picture re-retakes today and i'm finally happy with them so yay for that. i usually hate just about every picture of myself. i'm not very photogenic.

umm lets see...how about some stuff no one cares about?...2 weekends ago i went to see the exorcism of emily rose with sam and kim. freaked the shit out of me. made me wanna cry and pee my pants a little bit. last weekend i went to the movies yet again with heather, craig, and pat and saw cry wolf. it was good and then lame at the same time. the bitch with the red hair who was on the famous jett jackson is crazy. that saturday i had my horseback riding lesson and it was much better than my last lesson but my legs hurt like crazy 'cause i hadn't ridden in like three weeks. that night i went to see rocky horror with heather and katie and it was amazing as usual. mike caravella blows me away. and that was about it. sunday i went to the craft fair with my mom and we bonded. you know.

tonight was the pep rally and i didn't really feel like going 'cause me and cate were too involved in our that 70's show block party marathon but i did chill at applebees with katie, heather, lysa, erica, christina, jesse, melissa, and marlene afterwards. twas fun. lysas a little sex machine. she flirts with everyone.

and even the nights they could get better. and even the days ain't all that bad.

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 18:12:16 GMT

summers over and schools started. i'm still in denial about that.
aaaand i really can't believe that we're graduating this year.

my last couple of days of summer were good though. on sunday, i did some shopping with mommy and got some new clothes. on monday, me & cate ventured into the city and went to applebees and the movies. we also visited the hello kitty store and the huge toys 'r us. oh yeah, and we met a rapper named axil. that night, i slept over erica's with the whole crew minus katie. it was good times. the last day of summer i got my nails done with erica & heather and was depressed.

those late nights in cate's room watching harry potter
sleeping until noon
going on vacation to the crazy awesome house in nc with eri and the fam
working like crazy! at aland with heather and christina
heather getting crunk in the car on the way to work/in our stand
six flags
first ever sleepover at sam and kim's house!
working on the scrapbook with jackie & heather for katie
katie's birthday partaaay
city trip with cate

and theres more but i'll stop there.

i don't recall a single care. just greenery and humid air.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 06:29:25 GMT

i hate the fact that its september and summer is basically over.

today i went to the city with mommy, daddy, cate, and pat.
after pat's mri for his sculiosis, we just walked around.
i bought some jewelry that i like a whole lot. <3
i just got home a little while ago from melissa issa's.
i hung out with her, heather, jackie, and erica.
and that was my day.

tomorrow i'm going to montauk with my mom and cate.
aaaand on monday me, cate, sam, and kim might venture into the city.

LAST:
last movie seen: carrie
last cuss word uttered: fuck probably
last beverage drank: diet snapple
last food consumed: monkey brains
last phone call: melissa
last tv show watched: roseanne
last time showered: this morning
last shoes worn: my green converse
last cd played: the best of simon & garfunkel
last item bought: a diet snapple
last time hugged: today
last chair sat in: this one
last lipstick used: i don't usually wear lipstick. i wear lip gloss.

PERSON WHO LAST:
called you: melissa
slept in your bed: me
saw you cry: my mom
made you cry: myself
last person you yelled at: my mom
sent you an email: my aunt

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE:
do you believe in love at first sight: how can you fall in love with someone without even knowing them? thats pretty lame.
do you want children someday: two or three please
most important thing to you in a friendship: trust

OTHER INFO:
things you dislike most about yourself: don't get me started
worst feeling in the world: :/
best feeling: reciprocal love

USER INFO:
how old do you look: i don't know. 16?
how old do you act: sometimes 16. sometimes 5.
do you have any pets: a dog, taffy.
do you get embarrassed: yeah
what upsets you: things

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
what do you notice first: what they look like and their sense of humor (or lack thereof)
last person you slow danced with: my dad

WHO:
makes you laugh the most: joe, cate, my mom, my friends
makes you smile: a few people
can make you feel better no matter what: simon & garfunkel
has a crush on you: umm no one that i know of

DO YOU EVER:
sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no thanks. i'm not that desperate.
save AIM conversations: no, not unless they're important
save Emails: sometimes
wear perfume: sometimes

HAVE YOU:
fallen for your best friend?: no thanks considering shes a girl
made out with JUST a friend?: no
been rejected: yes
been in love?: i don't think so
been in lust?: yeah
been cheated on?: nope
been kissed?: yup
done something you regret?: yes, quite a few times

DO YOU:
color your hair?: sometimes
have piercings?: ears, tragus, and belly button
have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nah
own a webcam?: no
own a thong?: yes, i don't think i own regular underwear actually
ever get off the damn computer?: believe it or not

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU:
stolen anything?: yes
smoke?: no
schizophrenic?: no
obsessive compulsive?: about some things maybe
panic: sometimes
anxiety?: sometimes
depressed?: ehh sometimes

FOR OR AGAINST:
long distance relationships: unless you really love the person, don't waste your time.
killing people: against. duh
driving drunk: against
gay/lesbian relationships: whatever floats your boat :)
soap operas: they all should be taken off the air

FAVORITE:
food: mud pies
favorite band of all time: the beatles
holiday: halloween and christmas
disney movie: i love them all but the lion king is definately one of my favorites.
scent: fresh laundry and barbeques because they remind me of summer
nickname: megalegalin

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty: nah
funny: oh, i'm hilarious
hot: when its 90 degrees outside, yes.
friendly: if you're not a nasty person.
amusing: yeah, i can be.
ugly: maybe a little bit.
loveable: sure
optimistic: sometimes
caring: yeah
dorky: okay

you know what they say about the young.

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 05:55:19 GMT

i kind of feel dumb writing about this because i didn't know the kid but i worked at adventureland and i just can't believe it. a ride operator, steve gary, fell onto the platform last night and was hit by the lady bug rollercoaster and died this morning of internal injuries. he was only 18 years old and it hurts my heart just thinking about it. i hate when bad things happen to good people. all my love goes out to his friends and family <33333

on a brighter note, today i went to the mall with mommy, joanne, and cate and while my mom was looking for a dress for raymond and robyn's wedding, me and cate shopped...well, actually, i shopped. i got some cute tops and a cute pair of boots. i love getting clothes for back to school. i went to jackie's afterward and chilled there with the whole crew, heather, erica, melissa, katie, and christina. i just got home. we just sat in her living room and talked and watched heather get down with her bad self. then on the car ride home, me, melissa, and katie were with jackie and the phone call we got from heather, erica, and christina made my life. they were honking and screaming at the car next to them thinking it was us but when they pulled up next to them at a light they realized it wasn't us and the people thought they wanted to race lol. that made me laugh...a lot.

i also got the retakes of my senior pictures today and i hate these ones too so hopefully third times the charm. i hate my smile. i look like i should be on goof troop.

so long sweet summer.

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 07:19:22 GMT

i never get enough sleep and i really should be trying to get to some sleep but i'm not. i had an urge to put pictures from vacation on my journal so thats what i'm doing instead.

the house we stayed in...well duh

the view from the 3rd floor deck.

walking up the path from the house to the beach.

eri berry in the pool :)

my poppys hardcore. i bet he could beat your grandpa up.

the horses that were like right next to our house.

me and erica made a friend by the pool.

hard at work on a sand castle.

poolside.

i love these girls <3

umm yeah...cate and uncle tim.

cate and mommy <3

jimmy was tired.

my favorite girls ever <3

<3

sam and joe chillin in the pool.

aunt tracy and uncle terry.

keri and aunt tracy.

just some of the fam...

joe and me chillin. you know.

i'm making the scariest face ever. seriously, i'm gonna give myself nightmares.

uncle tim eatting some grilled cheese!