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and it's bad news. baby, you're bad news.i don't care i like you. [05 Aug 2007|03:31pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | bad news- rilo kelly ]

i haven't updated since june and now summer is almost overrrrr :( booooo! it went waaay too fast. i'm not looking forward to my 8 am saturday class and buying my books. actually, i'm dreading it. i've been calling this the summer of suck because it started off quite sucky indeed but it's been pretty good. now getting on a normal sleep schedule for school might be the problem.

my family went away to florida. all of them, including poppy. me and the dogs were here manning the fort. what happened while they were gone? white trash trailer bash and it was a good party. despite a gootch. yes, a gootch.

lately, not much else is new. it's been a hard days night and i've been working like a dog. i work 5-6 days a week now until school starts or the pharmacy hires someone else. i like the pay checks though. not gonna complain there. the problem? half of it goes to car insurance and i somehow manage to spend most of it on food. i'm fat like that.

last night i didn't do much of anything. i slept for 13 hours. i basically came home from work, went to take a nap at 7:30 and wound up waking up at 8:30 and rushing to get ready for work. the reason? the night before was brian's show which was good. i like his band a lot. me and lysa hung out with doug and brian but not the creepy wet kid who kept sitting next to us. no, no, him, we didn't hang out with. oh yeah, and i actually wasn't the one who made friends with the toilet for most of the night like i was at victoria's. that's a plus. then me and lysa went to the south bay diner and had omelettes, my first omlette ever. i don't know how i've never had an omlette before. go figure. then i somehow managed to function working 8 hours on 2 hours of sleep. go figure.

oh yeah, and sometimes i come home to find my sister, tina bermudez, nick lorde, jesse asch, and ariel dugan wearing cone hats because they are having a cupcake party. my sister is starting to worry me. she's getting out of control with her cupcake parties. before you know it, there will be tea parties and the next thing you know she'll wind up in rehab because she partied too much. i heard this is how it started with lindsey.

oh yeah, and i'm excited because i think i atually get the go to the beach this week and i haven't been since june. yayayay! and i get to see my kimmy today! yayayay!


besides that, nothing else has been new besides lots of mario party, lots of chillin in my pool, adventures at the chague diner, disney movies/ legends of the hidden temple at jackies, and oh yeah poison ivy? or should i say bug bites that spread up my legs (ha).



until the next time on the adventures of meghan....peace!

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[24 May 2007|11:07pm]
And I'm still here waiting there to catch you if you fall,
I dont know why I care so much when I shouldn't care at all...
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don't be so amazing or i'll miss you too much. [16 May 2007|02:10am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | rihanna- umbrella ]

drinking and watching disney movies all night with melissa, erica, amanda, and victoria makes life a little better so does sleeping over christina's and chillin in her amazing hot tub. <3


i HATE being alone in my house. i want to be hanging out with someone every second of every day.

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[01 May 2007|07:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]

this wasn't as exciting as i thought it'd be. )

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'cause i swear i'd burn the city down to show you the light. [01 May 2007|06:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | sophmore slump- fob (shut up, i like this song) ]

the weather lately has been awesomeee. i love the spring like you have no idea. less than 2 weeks of classes and less than a week until my girlys are home!! ahh i can't wait for this summerrr! did i mention my family is away FOR 2 WEEKS? lol

anywaaay, not much is new. i still hate sjc registration. i registered yesterday and after much frustration, yelling, and threatening my computer, i got into all 6 of my classes and breathed a sigh of relief. THANK GOD. i hate that wait listed shit. i'm seriously contemplating transferring to dowling for the spring '07 term. the campus there is beautiful and, from everything i hear from jackie and christina, it is just as good a school as st. joe's. i mean, i like my school, but sometimes, i feel like for the amount of money it costs to go there it is a joke. meg feels the same way. she'll be attending dowling this fall. who knows...what i do know is that, if i do transfer to dowling, i'm joining the equestrian team. i miss riding soo much :(....right now i'm just deciding which school is better for my major. i guess we'll see how things go after this semester. right now i'm just focused on having fun this summer. this semester has been soo stressful. i just NEED to relax.

grace's hours that she's allowed to distribute in the pharmacy have been cut from 110 to 98 so there went some of my hours. it's because we don't make enough prescriptions a day but that's okay because i'm sure when we take over eckerd this month we'll make out just fine. also, madeline may be going on disability so there are more hours. i just lost my tuesdays so that's my day off now. i now have 21 hours which i can deal with. i won't complain because there's christina, who now has 6 hours because she is the newest one there. it'll get better though.

the past couple of days have been kind of rough and my moods have been up and down...ehh...it was a good weekend though. i worked like crazy and, when i wasn't working, we were having intense uno matches at ragu's. it was crazy. christina almost lost an eye. today was an okay day. i slept for about 10 hours which felt amazing. i haven't been able to do that in a long time. i got 4 hours of sleep the night before so, after that, i felt nice and refreshed. christina came over a little later on and we just hung around...watched the emporers new groove and a couple of those lame shows on mtv that we secretly love and took a trip to wal-mart. exciting, i know. don't be too jealous. i'm seeing matt in a little while. i see him for like 2 or 3 hours a week. it kind of sucks....a lot. well, that's because his hours at work basically suck. although i have been seeing him more lately. anyway, like i said before, summer needs to come so i can see people more and so we can have the 7 sleepover.

that's all i'm going to say. i'm done writting my novel now. basically, to sum it all up, life is good and i am one happy girl :) oh yeah, and CONGRATS HEATH! YOU GO GIRL! <33333333333333

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long time, no update. [27 Apr 2007|06:25pm]
[ mood | blah ]

myspace is seriously boring me. i log on and there's nothing new and i have no new comments to leave anyone. i also haven't received a friend request from some dumb bimbo named delilah or candy in days so i've been bored back to livejournal. it seems i'm not the only one. i'll update until this bores me again then i'll probably stop and start writting in it again months later.

i've had this journal for three years. that's pretty crazy. the last time i updated was august. ha. i'm not even going to bother writting everything that has changed since then. i'll just say that i'm still lovin' matt and i have a puppy named bam. oh yeah, and sjc registration sucks and actually makes me scream. i register last so i'll probably get none of the classes i need and it takes forever and a day to register. i am now officially a child study major and i'm taking eighteen credits next semester. ew. wish me luck with that. between school and working, i'm going to have no life so i plan on making the best of the summer.

i've been working at rite aid pharmacy now for about three months and i really like it, especially when people call customer service to compliment me. that was a plus. also, in may, i'm supposed to be going camping with my entire family and matt. i booked a site for matt, christina, ragu, and i but christina and i can't be off at the same time even though the pharmacy cut her down to 6 hours...go figure...and, since christina isn't going, ragu isn't either. that's my current problem. i booked a site for four and there are only two...so, if anyone wants to go camping, just let me know. another thing, my family is going away for two weeks in july and the thought of being completely alone in my house at night scares me so i think there should be a lot of sleepovers.

that's all i have to say. i'm going to hang out with meg now.

laterrrrrr!

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you kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work. [15 Aug 2006|02:55am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | slow down- the academy is ]

i haven't updated this thing in mad long so i figured i'd start writing in this again. sadly summer's almost over :/...it's been a good one though. puerto rico with lysa :), hanging out with my friends, partys, and being with matt because he's the best boyfriend in the woooooorld <333. erica, melissa, and jackie leave in about two weeks for school and i don't know what i'm going to do without them. i almost cried the other day. i'm definately coming up to visit them. tommorrow we're all sleeping over christina's dad's house. i'm going to miss those sleepovers when he moves to the bahamas...i need to see a lot more of my friends in these next 2 weeks before they leave for school. there needs to be some major chillage going on...aaand i get my car on wednesday. it's a 97 mitsubishi galant. i'm sooo excited :) i don't have to drive the mom mobile anymore....aaaaaaaand that's about it...peace.

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i'm gonna stay 18 forever so we can stay like this forever. [31 May 2006|11:51am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | soco amaretto lime- brand new ]

there's one more week left of school then it's see ya high school! i have mixed emotions. i'm really excited and really upset at the same time. summer's gonna be awesome though. bahamas babyyyy!!! i plan on being black although i don't think this is possible since i'm like all irish but i'm going to attempt it anyway.

anyway, prom/ prom weekend was amazing. i love my life and my friends. you think yours can compare but they really don't even come close. we were all sexy bitches at prom and we danced all night. then we went to dangerfields and laughed our asses off. we had our own little lindy section. we all slept at lysa's and me, cate, christina, and erica spent the weekend in new jersey at six flags. great times with great girlys <3333 i love those silly bitches. then we went to a party when we got back and maybe i had too much to drink and called my sister to sing nelly furtado and maybe i almost fell asleep in erica's bathroom. meghan doesn't hold her alcohol well.

i passed my road test yesterday!!! first time baby!!! i definately thought i was going to fail. we also had our senior breakfast yesterday which basically was us getting our yearbooks and bolting. heather harrington- most likely to fall asleep in class (loves it!). i love our senior song, "so long astoria" by the ataris. it makes me smile. i also hung out with christina yesterday (what else is new?) and some boyyyys. we're game crazy groupies. today is senior cut day and me and erica were gonna go to the beach but the weathers a bitch so i'm here updating my journal instead. oh well what are ya gonna do?

i'm gonna update my journal with pictures from prom/prom weekend soon and it's gonna be hotttt.

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all i want is someone i can't resist. [03 Apr 2006|09:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | cryin'-aerosmith ]

friday i hung out with katie, heather, erica, frankie, and his friends. mad good times. me and heather are the awful at taboo and people can't draw dogs.

saturday i saw ice age 2 with christina, jesse, black nick, and joe. it was sooo funny and jesse knows he loved it despite what he says lol.

now its monday again. this weekend starts spring break and me, heather, cate, and sammy working like craaaazy!


and thats all i have to say. peace.

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[13 Mar 2006|10:11pm]
should i get my hair cut like this? i need opinions.

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laughing with your pretty mouth, laughing with your broken eyes, [13 Mar 2006|03:42pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | when the stars go blue- tyler hilton & bethany joy lenz ]

i wish my life was a musical...

anyway, not much is new in the life of me. i'm with christina and jesse 24/7 and i love it. i'm confused about the college thing. i don't know if i want to stay here or go away. talk about being stressed out. proms coming up and i need to find a dress.

i got a call from natasha the other day and that made me really happy. i haven't talked to her in forever. yesterday i went to my cousin's baby shower and it was pretty fun for a baby shower. she gave her baby such a harry potter name, harry finnigan. seriously, i'm going to get this kid into harry potter when he gets older 'cause he sounds like he should be in the book. i also saw my little cousin robbie for the first time. sooo cute!...aaaaand i also realized i'm weird 'cause i have my kid's names picked out already.

i was on the phone with kristy before and she made me realize something. ugh over a year of my life wasted. i'm sick of this. i really really am.



damn it feels good to be a gangsta. )

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forget regret or life is yours to miss. [28 Feb 2006|04:37pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | RENT! ]

i used to write in here all the time. i don't know what happened. anyway, february break ended. yesterday was the first day back. oh joy. the break was pretty good although it went by really fast. kristy stayed at my house for a couple of days. i went to see final destination 3 with cate, pat, and heather. it was crazy, let me tell you. i'm never going on a rollercoaster again. saturday was a family party thing for cate at our house. then after that i went out with christina, jesse, and cate and it was mad crazy fun!

yesterday rachels challenge came to our school and then i went to see it again that night with the fam and sam and kim. i'm going to be upset for a long time. i cried a lot but it was an amazing presentation even if insensitive people at school make fun of it. seriously, i thought by high school people would be more mature. i guess not.

planning prom this friday! i still need to find a dress!....and a date! i wish there was a store where you could buy a prom date. it would be like "oh look at him! hes expensive but hes worth it. jeez i can see why he's on the sales rack."......okay, why am i a freak?

oh yeah, and now i have lunch with cate, joe, christina, sammy, and erica. it's the highlight of my day :)

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i saw your face in a crowded place, and i don't know what to do, 'cause i'll never be with you. [31 Jan 2006|04:08pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | james blunt- you're beautiful ]

soo i haven't updated in a trillion bajillion years so i figured i would. nothing much has been going on...just the same old, same old. i've hung out with kristy and gone to see rent with her (it just gets better every time i see it!!), erica's bday, melissa'sbday, and midterms. hell yeah my girls are legal now!

my dad talked to the drivers ed teacher and it looks like he's going to let me take it again in the spring because of everything that happened. i would like my license like right now...but oh well...anywaaaaaay, valentines day is coming up, my least favorite holiday of the year but s'all good. in march, i'm going into the city with my mommy, sister, kristy, and other people to see wicked. i'm so excited!! :):):) aaaaand at the end of february we're having a big bash over here for cate's 16th birthday (which she's boycotting because she doesn't want to get older).

i haven't been in school for the past two days. i have my reasons and it looks like i might not be there tomorrow 'cause i have a doctors appointment like right in the middle of my school day. i don't go to school anymore. i'm a bum.

umm yeah so leave me comments k thanks :)

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my disease always tricks me. i believe you can fix me. [29 Dec 2005|01:26pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | i need you like a drug- fiona apple ]

the past few days have ben filled with sam, kim, and cate. sam and kim slept over for like 2 days and we played twister (sam and i dominate) and disney scene it! we also watched disney movies. we saw memoirs of a geisha the other day. it was really good. kim and i went to the day spa yesterday and i got a swedish massage and she got a mini facial.....ahhh heaven. we're def going back no if's and's or but's about it. after the day spa i went to go see king kong with my brothers, my daddy, my uncle, and my cousin. it was a sick movie. i spent a lot of it cluthcing my brother's arm. oh yeah, and adrien brody doesn't know it yet but one day we're going to be lovaaaas ;). today i'm babysitting my little cousin's with cate and then having a girl's night with my mommy and cate. we're going to see memoirs of a geisha even though i've already seen it.

and i think i'm going to go to mount saint mary because i love that school. i just have to keep doing what i'm supposed to do so that my doctors trust me enough to let me go away. lately i've been slipping alittle bit and i might've lost some weight but i'm getting better. things are getting easier and i love my friends and playing scene it and erica and melissa are going to be 18 soon and i'm so excited and we really gotta do it up and i can't wait until prom and this summer and weeeeee! i'm just in a good mood. and, yeah, thats about all i have to say as of now. leave me comments <333

yay spending the weekend with ms. robinson as of tommorrow and visiting natasha, jordan, and zoe!! i can't wait!!!

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i just want you to feel beautiful for once in your life. [25 Dec 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | jamison parker- heres everything i've always meant to say ]

merry christmas everyone! my christmas was awesome. i got just about everything i asked for. santa was good to me this year. i got a new digital camera, a memory foam pad for my bed (ahhhh heaven!), mad dvds, mad clothes, a variety of bags, the game, scene it, nintendo 64 'cause i'm still 5 at heart, a gift certificate to get a massage, and some more stuff. cate and i made my mommy cry. we gave her a picture of banny from when she was young at the beach in a frame we bought. today i called cornell and talked to natasha, jordan, and zoe. i wished them a merry christmas. i'm going to go up and visit them and bring gifts for them whenever i go visit kristy since she lives in white plains near cornell.

anyway, yesterday was christmas eve and we went to my aunt tina and uncle mike's house. it was fun. we only stayed a little while. we got home and me and cate watched pocahontas, i decorated the tree with mommy, and then me and cate watched never been kissed and had a sleepover in her room. i can't believe the holidays are over. they came and went by so fast but erica's 18th birthday is coming up. we defff gotta do it up!


a product of my boredom. )

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there are only a few things that belong to me..who i am, who i was, and who i want to be. [21 Dec 2005|09:20pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | confessions of a broken heart- lindsay loh! yeaaaaaah ]

its been forver since i've updated so i figured i'd update. not much is new. i'll be done with intensive outpatient in a while so that's good. natasha called me today and she said they're sending her to cornell. i hope she feels better. i'm going to call her again tomorrow. i'm excited for christmas break because we're all going to exchange gifts and see the lights at jones beach and me, kristy, and jenny are hopefully going to have a 7 south reunion sleepover. good times. i love my girls <3.

tonight was the chorus concert and i went to see my sammy and my kimmy. they were awesome! i also saw vanessa dance and she was amazing. ummmm...yeaaaah there's not realy much else going on. last weekend was festivis and i had a great time. i love my family more than anything. aaaand thats about it. oh yeah, andi got accepted to mount saint mary and saint josephs!! i think i'm going to go go mount saint mary though. i hope me and melissa can be roomies ;).

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but you can make decisions too and you can have this heart to break. [19 Oct 2005|09:35pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | and so it goes- billy joel ]

boredom. decided to make a quick update.

it rained all last week. thank god it finally stopped. i was getting ready to build an arc and start collecting animals. this weekend i didn't hang out with anyone 'cause i went and visited some colleges. on saturday, i saw mcla which was alright but its mad far. like four/five hours and if i went away i would want to stay like two or three hours away and plus i'm not sure if i'm allowed to stay away yet because of certain things that are going on with me. that would be a bummer but i won't worry about it yet. i also visited mount saint mary on sunday and i fell in love with it. i think if they don't accept me i might cry alittle bit. yeah, so thats basically it. tomorrow me and heather get to miss 2nd to 6th period 'cause we have a college fair. hell yeah i'm down with that!

yeah, so thats basically all thats going on in my life right now along with a bunch of other crap thats not so happy so hey how about i don't write about it and maybe that'll make it seem likes its not there. okay sounds good to me. on saturday i think i'm going to the open house at quinnipiac. anyone wanna come?

ps- should i be a french maid for the upcoming halloween partys i'm attending or whaaaat?

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what you gonna do with all that junk, all that junk inside your trunk? [09 Oct 2005|11:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | MY HUMPS! ]

3 day weekends are the shit. life is goooood. friday kind of sucked 'cause all i did was study for the sat but whatevvv. on saturday i woke up at 5:30 in the morning for the sat. waking up that early on a saturday morning should be against the law. there is just something so wrong about it. anyway, i went with erica, melissa, jackie, and heather and boy are we glad that that was the last time we ever have to take that godforsaken test. saturday night me, eri, and cate chilled 'cause everyone else had something else going down. we went to starbucks <33333 and had a movie night 'cause we're cute like that. we watched the amityville horror and legally blonde. today was nice. me, mommy, cate, joe, and pat went out to my cousin's in wading river and hung out with aunt tracey and brendan. we went through a haunted house and pat was stiff as a board the whole time and i screamed a lot and people swatted me away when i tried to cling to them. i want a boyfriend who will hold my hand in a haunted house when i'm scared and not swat me away like everyone else! but anywaaaay, after the haunted house, we went back to aunt tracey's and just hung out there for the night. me, cate, mommy, and aunt tracey chatted over tea and such. i love my family. we're tight like white on rice.



IMMA GET GET GET GET YOU DRUNK, GET YOU LOVE DRUNK OFF MY HUMPS!
this is my jam! ya heaaaaaaaard?!

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when people run in circles, its a very, very mad world. [05 Oct 2005|12:20am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | mad world- gary jules ]

sometimes i just don't get people.

but, anyway, i live at the movie theater lately. they should just build me a room. i was there on friday with craig to see into the blue, saturday with eri, heath, and jackie to see just like heaven (so cuute!!), took a break on sunday and went pumpkin/apple picking with the fam, and was back last night with my family and my aunt, uncle, and cousin for an outing to see the corpse bride. i don't know if that means i'm a movie junkie or there's just nothing else to do...maybe alittle bit of both?

we had off from school today so i was happy about that. caught up on my beauty sleep. we have off tommorrow also. thank you jewish holidays! i didn't really do anything today. i actually got a chance to read my book, watched some tv, and just chilled. it was nice. i'm too stressed out lately. i needed a day to just relax. caitlin and i went to sam and kim's before and watched some horror movie from the 70's, black christmas, and then we walked home. there is absolutely no light on my block at all at night. i don't know whats up with that but it is definately not cool and kind of creepy.


oh yeah, by the way, someone buy me a trampoline for my birthday and i'll be your best friend! ;)

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all the best dj's are saving their slowest song for last. [29 Sep 2005|06:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | work- jimmy eat world ]

i live for fridays and that 70s show block partys.

me and heather's birthdays are in a month! :) :)
aaaaand pumpkin picking this weekend!! :) :) :)
i love the fall.


the same old thing we did last week. )

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